I'm getting to the point where I think a lot about PPD. Not obsessing over it, but reviewing warning signs and symptoms, reminding myself that no matter what happens everything will be okay, reminding myself that I am more educated and so is my family, going over my own "safety plans" such as "If I notice myself getting in the doldrums I will tell someone and ask them to help me get help", reviewing who my support system is. I also decided after talking to my midwife that I want to start Zoloft at 38 weeks just to be on the safe side. I really think that keeping my thyroid monitored is going to be the key this time, but I'd rather know that I am doing everything I possibly can to prevent it.